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Grade 12 begins and so does the pressure put on teenagers by parents and teachers

Peekaboo?

Before I put out anymore content I really want to upload the things that I have being doing lately and what better way to do it than make a list?

But I'll Come Back

Sometimes I want to disappear.

Stormy Days

Before I leave you guys to read my poem, here's little backstory...

When i'm sad, I always always imagine a storm cloud on my head, this storm slowly spreads through my mood, and I feel like every time I speak to someone when i'm sad, i'm giving a bit of my storm to them, so most of the time I avoid speaking. As you are reading, you will notice that every line starts with the word that the previous line ends with, this is done to show that sadness slowly builds up on everything that one feels and it creates a chain reaction. This pattern is broken towards the end to show that I have decided to fight back. Hope you enjoy reading!

STORMY DAYS

Little Me

So, the other day (see also yesterday) I realised that I was (am) a very weird kid. How have I realised this you ask? Well two of my friends and I were walking and we somehow ended up talking about *drumroll* our childhood (Well more like pre-adolescence). Anyways that is when I realised that, none of my friends could relate to what I said and up until that moment I thought that everyone must've done the same things. But, apparently not. Anyways here's a list of, you guessed it...

Power Of Purpose

On some days I feel like I can't go on anymore, I constantly question the meaning of my life and ask myself if it's even worth working hard towards.

Missed me?

Hey, whats up, hello?

It's me again, hope I haven't been forgotten yet?

I'm just popping in today to give you a quick update of my 'oh so interesting life', 

dun dun dun.

Normal is Abnormal

The biggest problem with our society is that right from the start we're taught to be "normal" and "like everyone else" in order to "fit in". How is it that we have an actual definition of what is normal? Who even came up with this?

I'll Miss You

* HOW LUCKY IAM TO HAVE SOMETHING THAT MAKES IT SO HARD TO SAY GOODBYE*

-Winnie The Pooh

It very very much hurts to say goodbye to the place that helped me grow and the people who made me who I am, and I cannot believe that it's over. I know for sure that I will get to meet new people and take the classes that I love but I also very much know that school (and life even) won't be the same, EVER. As I spend the last days of my tenth grade in my school (gosh I won't be able to say that after a few days), I really don't know what to feel...It's like a huge slurry of emotions, both good and bad. I love change and am very happy that I get to try something completely different, but also it feels horrible to even think about not being able to see my favourite people everyday.

I know I'm not one of the people that will cry on the last day and everyone will probably think that I am some emotionless rock but hey on the bright side- we do need people for consoling purposes?(yes we do). And I'll probably sound like the biggest hypocrite right now because I keep saying that school sucks and the people (well some) are hella fake, but It gives me immense pleasure to say that I have made very strong bonds with a few amazing people (you know who you are) and we have been keeping our head high during the gloomy days and thoroughly enjoying the extremely bright ones very persistently. In the span of 5 years that I have spent here, I have learnt to forgive and forget, I have learnt to help and most importantly- ask for help when it's needed.

Thank you for helping me grow and I hope I have helped you too. Thank you for all the smiles and laughter and bad puns, Thank you for being nice to me- I know I am difficult to deal with, Thank you for making my time here very real and genuine. Thank you for the numerous phone calls and random midnight rambling. Thank you for feeling so deeply for me (sometimes even more than I do). Thank you for trusting me and letting me solve your problems. Thank you for saving my life (quite literally) and bearing with my "jokes". But most of all, Thank you for loving me for who I am and letting me love you guys back. Thank you for making me realise how short and tiny I am like every two seconds, appreciate it.

PIZZA CUZ I DON'T DO HUGS

GOODBYE SCHOOL! AND HELLO NEW BEGINNINGS (AFTER EXAMS)!

That Time Of The Year

*SIGHS*

So it's that time of the year again, IT'S EXAM TIME and I am told that the exams that I am about to write this year are going to define my future, because, you guessed it- its 10TH GRADE board exams.

Adventure

Adventure 

(n.) An unusual and exciting or daring experience, that gives you immense satisfaction.

*Life is an adventure. What is life without adventure? What is the point of living if what you do doesn't empower you and make you wanna squeeze more out of life? Your life is your very own adventure, always remember that NO ONE else can experience and conquer it quite like you did. So my friends- embrace this unique adventure crafted only for you and you*

Legacies

Here's another poem for all of your reading delight and its about how I wish to live my life. So read on!

LEGACIES

Leave behind a beautiful legacy,

15 Things I Learnt At 15

In case ya didn't get the brief- IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!! *pops confetti in the background*

Just An Update

Behold ye another update from my life! (maybe that makes it sound interesting?)

December Is Here!

It's finally the first day of December and even though I'm a HUGE summer person, I can say without a doubt that December is, was, and will continue to win the award for being the best time of the year.

Take Two!

Heyy, I know I know long time no post, but what can I say? exams happened. Anyways here's some deep stuff (maybe)...
Call it what you may: another shot, one more opportunity, a do over....the synonyms are endless and second chances are too. After a period of thinking about second chances and forgiveness, I've come to realise that the most important people in my life

Sick Yet Again

Despite being a belonephobic person the one thing that I hate more than needles and sharp stuff is FALLING SICK. Oh, in case you're wondering yes, I am sick right now, and no, it's not anything "serious" (if you care :3).

What's Up?

This post is just sort of a life update. I guess. And it's just for me to know what's going on in my life right now :3

I got my marks yesterday and boy were they bad (save two subjects), and yes I promised myself that i'll work waaay more harder than before (which will most probably fail, but hey it's a start). Yesterday was also the first time I went to school after 15-ish days of vacation and the cycle starts again:

EAT SLEEP STUDY REPEAT

Sun's Light

Yes, I am aware that sunlight is the more frequently used word but, sun's light sounds more lovely and poetic. So yeah, enjoy this poem and do tell me your opinion about it! (please). 

Once Upon A Math Problem

Once upon a math problem I wrote the numbers 5, 11, 14, 16, 13, 10 on paper and they immediately sang to me. I don't know if it's the way I read them or what my mind had going on, but one thing's for sure: I got a poem out of it.